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About Me Member Lurker Becca Edwards18/Female/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Months
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15 Things

Sat Aug 1, 2009, 2:57 PM
Say something to 15 people that you've always wanted to say but haven't, couldn't, were to shy to, didn't want to piss anyone off....etc you get it.


Dunno if I can do 15 but here goes...

1. I’m not trying anymore! I don’t even care and I cant remember the time when I did! I don’t want to hate you and I don’t want you to hate me but do we still have to pretend we are friends? I cant trust you with anything and I feel that being a friend means being able to keep my secrets but that is something you have utterly failed at! I will never forget the fun we had and the good times but I’m just so damn sick of trying!

2. We’ve never talked about any of the problems that cropped up during the course of my life! Instead of a new start we’ve just left the wounds to fester and I can already feel the poison running its way through me! No wonder I’ am this way! You taught me to ignore the big issues and pretend they aren’t there! Its unhealthy and I refuse to do it for another day!!

3. We don’t see each other as often as I would like! I know we’ve lost contact loads of times over the years but this time I want things to be different! I want you in my life for good this time! I think you are the only person who can take all of my moods! You are the only one who actually gets me!

4. I screwed up big time with you! I hope that once my life gets settled that we can reconnect!

5. I have always thought you were an awesome person but honestly I only saw you as a short-term friend. I never thought we would STILL be friends! I feel I have sold you short and I’ am very sorry for that! Never again! You are loyal and have such a beautiful heart and I love every one of your super blonde moments!

6. I hate you! We fight every time we talk! You push every one of my buttons and I cant STAND you!! You make my blood boil and I just want to ring your neck!!!…… BUT I love you! I’ve never loved anyone more!….ok maybe it’s just lust but either way it goes I want you lol and I can’t deny it anymore!

7. Get inspired! Do something with your life! See some of the world! Stop selling yourself short!! If you would just try you would see that you can do anything, I fear that you will rot in that town and grow bitter with disappointment.

8. I’ am not ashamed of what I’ve done because it is made me who I’ am! It hurts to know that you will never know who I’ve become but we made our choices and now we have to live with them! You turned a part of me into a hurtful person and that part of me can never forgive you.

9. Stop drowning yourself in self-pity! You are an amazing person and if the people around you cant see that then be shot of them! You don’t need their shit! And also you HAVE TO MOVE ON!! She is a selfish bitch that gutted you!! It’s time to open up your eyes and see that she never cared and never will loving her isn’t going to change a thing, she doesn’t love you and never did! I’m sorry.

10. I’m weird! I will never be normal and never fit with the conventional world so deal with it! You cant change me I wont let you! Life would be boring without some level of insanity….. and I take insanity to a hole other level!

11. You don’t want me you just want to get laid and I’m not that kind of girl! I’m not stupid and I’m not going to fall for some line! So cut it out! It’s friendship of nothing!

12. I can tell you anything and you don’t judge! It’s really nice to have a friend like you. Just talking to you inspires me to write! Someday we have to write something together lol seeing as I suck at beginnings. Your taste in music ROCKS!

13. You put up with so much from me lol. I cant imagine my life without your friendship in it! I just made a HUGE ass mistake when I bought you a spay bottle it never crossed my mind that you would turn in on me lol! I can always find a reason to smile when I remember all the good times we’ve had and all the good times we will have! loves you!

14. I’m terrible to you I know that! But I love you ginger boy! Don’t you forget it lol! I’ am sorry and I know sorry doesn’t cut it!

15. WTF?!?!?!?!?!??!?! What the hell was going through your mind?? You have no idea how much you pissed me off with that!! I want to pound your skull into a pulp for uttering such bull!!

  • Listening to: My Revenge on the World-Aryia
  • Reading: Lady of Hay
  • Watching: The rain clouds pass me by! bastards
  • Eating: fruit
  • Drinking: water

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  • Current Residence: Canada
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
  • Interests: World Travel, Art, Books
  • Favourite movie: The English Patient
  • Favourite band or musician: Marianas Trench
  • Favourite genre of music: Just about anything
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tolkien, and many many more
  • Favourite style of art: All art is equaly beautiful
  • MP3 player of choice: My Ipod from hell
  • Shell of choice: Turtle!! They have such pretty shells
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything other then the purple crap I currently have
  • Skin of choice: Mine thank you very much
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tweety!
  • Personal Quote: If you love something set it free....or cripple it so it cant get away
  • Tools of the Trade: My crappy camera

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